Dream, though your beginnings might be humble, may the end be prosperous.
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Amalina, otherwise known asLulu. A female with Peterpan complex.
Still failing at life but YOLO.
(爱) books, fanfictions, shoujo manga, drama, band music, acoustic songs, FTISLAND, BTS, ideas of soulmate and parallel universe & cats.
yosh,よろしく ᶘ ᵒᴥᵒᶅ
the past
Arigatou
Template was made by Miichiko.
Thanks to Pixel-diary for the cute pixels and icons. Lyric Quotes: Agust D, So Far Away.
we arrived at Stadium Merdeka at 3.00pm more or less. people are crowding everywhere around the stadium, well this is expected. then we walked to to and from the main entrance to find our entry gate. I don't know after how many rounds, then finally we found it.
so this was the start of our suffering. supposedly the gate need to be opened at 5pm, but almost 6.30pm only then they opened the gate. and to make it worse, it rained. with the rain coat and umbrella and people crowding that place without any space to even stretching, it felt like sauna. I almost loss my mind control. However thanks to Fazi and Meg, I managed to get through the entry gate. thank you guys
then while waited for Big Bang to perform it started to rain again. luckily it stopped when it's time for them to start perform. (yay!)
the only nice photo came out from my camera; I gave up to take any decent pictures eventually and focusing to enjoy the show. hahaha XD
when the light closed, I was awestruck by the sea of yellow lights, so beautiful :')
they started with Alive and then Tonight and I practically screamed my lungs out seeing them on stage. the dream comes true feeling suddenly surrounded me. hahaha XD seeing the handsome Top, I feel like hitting him for being so handsome and cool and cute too. they also sang songs like hands up, fantastic baby,how gee and stupid liar.
GDTOP sang knock out and high high. Seungri did sing a few lines of strong baby and what can I do. Taeyang also sang look only at me and wedding dress and I don't know if he slipped or just pull a stunt because he's even slipped beautifully hahah. Daesung sang his solo song from Alive album, wings.
more songs like gara gara go, number 1, cafe, bad boy; which taeyang pointed out is his favourite song, blue, love song, monster, etc.etc.
I should say I like it the most when they sang lies and last farewell. I feel like crying a river wooooo T.T the memories.
and finally the encore. woooots. they sang bad boy, heaven, fantastic baby... and other songs which I could not remember because my mind is on chaos mode.
aku cinta padamu which taeyang keep saying or more like rapping it.
Daesung's Malaysia bagus hahaha XD
Macho which I believed said by Seungri Daesung! LOL
Top's cute dance which is precious and also his terima kaceh after crowd sang happy birthday to him.
Big Bang said we are the best crowd ever. wooooots I feel so proud.
Selamat tidur. I don't know whose said this but it's lol lol lol.
Top said he's going to remember every single faces that are there for the concert. LOL good luck with that.
In conclusion, Big Bang was awesome -the fact that we all know.
after the concert ended.
on the way home, while we waited for afiq to bring us home, we saw traffic police escorting two tinted cars, so we don't know if it was big bang or not however we wants to believe it was big bang. with the blank face we waved to the cars. ahahah I think we look like three idiots. then another car brought TOP I said TOP, y'know TOP and some fan went to knock the window and TOP rolled down the window and accepted the gift from her, lucky girl. so I only see his body. I don't see his face. why oh why. we are so near yet so far. TOP TOP TOP. wooooo TOP TOP TOP I miss you already. come back soon
we arrived at Stadium Merdeka at 3.00pm more or less. people are crowding everywhere around the stadium, well this is expected. then we walked to to and from the main entrance to find our entry gate. I don't know after how many rounds, then finally we found it.
so this was the start of our suffering. supposedly the gate need to be opened at 5pm, but almost 6.30pm only then they opened the gate. and to make it worse, it rained. with the rain coat and umbrella and people crowding that place without any space to even stretching, it felt like sauna. I almost loss my mind control. However thanks to Fazi and Meg, I managed to get through the entry gate. thank you guys
then while waited for Big Bang to perform it started to rain again. luckily it stopped when it's time for them to start perform. (yay!)
the only nice photo came out from my camera; I gave up to take any decent pictures eventually and focusing to enjoy the show. hahaha XD
when the light closed, I was awestruck by the sea of yellow lights, so beautiful :')
they started with Alive and then Tonight and I practically screamed my lungs out seeing them on stage. the dream comes true feeling suddenly surrounded me. hahaha XD seeing the handsome Top, I feel like hitting him for being so handsome and cool and cute too. they also sang songs like hands up, fantastic baby,how gee and stupid liar.
GDTOP sang knock out and high high. Seungri did sing a few lines of strong baby and what can I do. Taeyang also sang look only at me and wedding dress and I don't know if he slipped or just pull a stunt because he's even slipped beautifully hahah. Daesung sang his solo song from Alive album, wings.
more songs like gara gara go, number 1, cafe, bad boy; which taeyang pointed out is his favourite song, blue, love song, monster, etc.etc.
I should say I like it the most when they sang lies and last farewell. I feel like crying a river wooooo T.T the memories.
and finally the encore. woooots. they sang bad boy, heaven, fantastic baby... and other songs which I could not remember because my mind is on chaos mode.
aku cinta padamu which taeyang keep saying or more like rapping it.
Daesung's Malaysia bagus hahaha XD
Macho which I believed said by Seungri Daesung! LOL
Top's cute dance which is precious and also his terima kaceh after crowd sang happy birthday to him.
Big Bang said we are the best crowd ever. wooooots I feel so proud.
Selamat tidur. I don't know whose said this but it's lol lol lol.
Top said he's going to remember every single faces that are there for the concert. LOL good luck with that.
In conclusion, Big Bang was awesome -the fact that we all know.
after the concert ended.
on the way home, while we waited for afiq to bring us home, we saw traffic police escorting two tinted cars, so we don't know if it was big bang or not however we wants to believe it was big bang. with the blank face we waved to the cars. ahahah I think we look like three idiots. then another car brought TOP I said TOP, y'know TOP and some fan went to knock the window and TOP rolled down the window and accepted the gift from her, lucky girl. so I only see his body. I don't see his face. why oh why. we are so near yet so far. TOP TOP TOP. wooooo TOP TOP TOP I miss you already. come back soon
• Born in 1992. Live in KL, Malaysia for all my life yet.
• The name Amalina came from Arabic word which means hope. The actual epitome of "I am your hope, I am your angel." (lol hobi)
• My nickname Lulu came from a cartoon that I used to like called The Little Lulu Show. And it was partly because there're so many people with the same name in my class back then, so we all came with some sort of nicknames. and I stuck with the name Lulu till very now.
• My internet pseudonym is lulumichin.
• I was a twin but my twin brother died before we were born. I am the eldest but not the first child. I had an older brother but he died early.
• I am neither a good or bad person. I might be a good to some and bad to another. But whatever.
•When I don't smile, I have resting bitch face. I tried my best to be smiley every time.
• I have one sided cheek dimple and also chin dimple (or butt chin).
• Tbh, I am usually kind and I try to think good about people. It is just I am shy towards stranger. But don't make me hate you, I'll hate you forever.
• Myers-Briggs type: INFP
• I don't talk much. A person close to me once said this; "We are okay because we knew you, but what do you do with people who don't?" I used to think a lot but these days I don't care anymore. Those who matter didn't mind, those who mind didn't matter (Dr Seuss).
• A clumsy realist. A walking irony. An introvert.
• I love FT ISLAND and my favourite is the bassist, Jaejin. These days I am a laid back fan (and old). I like their songs, they are awesome. They accompany me in most of my life. They are like an old friend, so comfortable, feel like home.
• BTS stan. What's funny was I used to not like them because of their debut song, No More Dream. Lol because I felt like they were mocking me. In 2013, I was a first year pharmacy student and I was quite lost and sad and mildly depressed because I contemplated a lot about my dream, passion and ambition then. But now, their songs give me strength. Thank you BTS if you ever read this lol.
• Love rock band music and slow acoustic songs. But I do listen to any sort of genres. Well it depends on my mood.
• I love scary movies. Not that I am brave but I guess I like the adrenaline rush and it is a good excuse to scream loudly. The only reason why I go to cinema actually.
• Love to write letter and receiving it. Because I think it's very private and personal. A snail mail is a YESSSS! (this would be one of ways to court me and don't confess through facebook pls if you don't want me to read it five years after hah legit true story. Sorry dude. )Oh, and time-capsule letters too so I could always laugh at my younger self.
• I love late night drive around city, watching lights. It was one form of healing for me. (and a perfect date as long as it is shariah compliance).
• A reader. Books, fanfictions, manga, poems, classics. I love it all. Most recently read: The Book of Lossby Julith Jedamus.
"How luxuriantly one's fears grow in the dark! Exposed to the sun they wither and recede, but at night they are rampant."
• Soulmates and parallel world theory intrigued me. It is a bittersweet concept. Isn't it?
• A drama watcher. (mydramalist)
• A fan of Kimi ni Todoke. It was such a cute story awww my heart.
• My guilty pleasure includes skincare and cosmetics. I kinda like buying these things because Idk, I just like them. (lowkey want to be a formulator hihihi)
• A coffee drinker. Used to drink for survival but I guess it became habit now. My favourite is Caramel Macchiato. I don't drink my coffee black.
• A cat person. I love my cats but why we are always in the love-hate relationship idk pls help.
• No matter how hard I try, crossing road is very scary for me. I thought when I got my driving license it's going to be better, but naaaaaaah I forever need someone to cross the road with me. Help me by taking my hand and escort me pls.
• I may look calm all the time but I killed you many times in my mind. lol
• I like green colour the most. If you paid attention, my clothes are usually in green.
•I like to learn language. I speak Malay, English and imperfect and basic Mandarin and Korean.
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