Dream, though your beginnings might be humble, may the end be prosperous.
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Amalina, otherwise known asLulu. A female with Peterpan complex.
Still failing at life but YOLO.
(爱) books, fanfictions, shoujo manga, drama, band music, acoustic songs, FTISLAND, BTS, ideas of soulmate and parallel universe & cats.
yosh,よろしく ᶘ ᵒᴥᵒᶅ
the past
Arigatou
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gone are the days that I was your fangirl who keeps watching you guys on youtube, etc. I'm sorry now I don't really have additional time for you guys, I have other important life commitments. However don't thee worry, my love for you guys are still the same over years. you guys still rock my life, 5 of you.
I am still a primadonna, and the day is not over yet,
so I'm here to wish ;
every time I see FT Island, reality hits me telling me how I have grow older.
because it seems like they are with me since forever.
six years wow. six freaking years since they literally ruined my life.
it is considered long to me.
I was amazed how could I even survived six years with these bunch of idiots, without any heart complications. these guys who makes my heart bursts for just existing.
many have changed yet there are some things that remain unchanged.
like hongpoop's never-ending obsession with jin's hair. or bob's operation to bring the hyungs down.
lol kidding kidding.
I could see they have grow up in terms of music-wise but they are still the same dorks who never failed making me laugh.
dorks who are serious when it comes to their music,
dorks who work hard to improve their skills for us fans,
dorks who has experienced hardships but still managed to smile brightly at us,
dorks who are forever kids in heart,
dorks who called their fans idiots because they love(?) us too much. tsk
ft island is back (yay!) with their full length album : Five Treasure Box.
좋겠어 has addictive beat, but I love it more if they promote a rock ballad title track.
y'know hongki's voice is born for the ballad hahah. but this is good too, no offense :)
and jaejin's sexy rapping ; let me squish you. thanks for at least trying to be sexy. you are forever cute for me. ehekkkk.
my favourite track is 너의 말. very nice to hear.
and of course, all-time favourite track, Paper Plane but this is in korean :D double pleasure, yay.
so,I is waiting for the album to arrive. come here faster to mamah~
I'm not really good in words but you should acknowledge this, I love you guys.
you awesome FTIsland sobssss :')
hongstar, huni ♪, jaejinie, minari, bob.
let's be strong until the end. believe in yourselves. I know you guys can do it.
and the new addition to fnc family, woooooots Juniel :D
congratulations for your korean debut.
sharing the same debut day as your senior, I'm going to celebrate both of you on the upcoming years.
finally, the moment I've been wishing for since I was in high school - watching the boys to perform live is granted :)
they are awesome. seriously, I was like awestruck the moment they start performing :D
and did I tell you jaejin is super duper cute with his new hairstyle? ohhhhmyyyyy he's so cute I want to squish him awww awwww~ I couldn't take my eyes off him.
the way he played his bass is really cool ಥ⌣ಥ and when he smiled, I feel so high.
oh jin, you adorable bassist ♥
hongki's voice is awesome :D and the way he always tried to speak English is very very adorable. hahah XD jonghun always looks cool playing his guitar, and damn he played it very sexily. but too bad he's little bit far from where I was standing, so I couldn't really focus on him.
Minhwan was at the back. so yeah. and he was so cute when he said "I hope we can meet again in the future. I will not forget a single moment today." yes yes, come back again later, noona forgot to buy you fried chikin :) bobSeunghyun is really cool too, rapping and singing. he's adorable when he's smile. ohmyyyyy :D Y U NO make new episode of Good Morning Bob when you were here? I was hoping for it sobsss.
anyhow, the concert is awesome but too bad I think the concert ended pretty fast. I WANT MORE OF THEIR AWESOMENESS :D
so, the next on my wishlist is - FT's concert in KOREA.
I bet it will be alot of fun. wooooots. so, I need to be rich faster, palli palli~
time flies so fast. you've grown to the point where you guys composed your own songs. I feel like a proud mamaaaah.
you've been there with me since forever, I remember saving the pocket money and bring my own food to school just to make sure I can afford to buy your albums. haha. memories.
ohhh I love you guys, treasure islands. you're the best. don't let people keep you down.
I like this song really much. and it's really special to Primadonna because Jonghun is the one who composed it and Jaejin wrote the lyrics. they are uhhh-ma-zing right?
the translation;
Boom Boom Boom / FT Island
You don’t need to try to laugh at our stupid joke we’ll go together with you until the day your wound be healed
There’s nothing dangerous lads who love having fun getting together here
Let’s get together Let’s get started Yeah Everything is ready now
Let’s get crazy in night You can enjoy it brand-new morning waits for us
come on, let's go
Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom
Love is always out of control captivating all our hearts
Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom
even a tenderness born from sorrow remember, that is a part of yourself.
your favorite jeans will do what you are now is great that was his own choice
Let’s get together Let’s get started Yeah mirror ball charms you like a magic
Play the music you don’t know you seems to have smiled a little
come on, let's go
Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom
I know that’s the good way of healing broken heart to start a new love
Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom
please tell us what you found in sorrow, the way your dream goes
Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom
Love is always out of control captivating all our hearts
Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom
even a tenderness born from sorrow remember, that is a part of yourself
congratulations boys. stay strong till the end. this is just the beginning.
The MBC leader- Choi Jonghun, The amazing Hongstar- Lee Hongki, The honourable student-Lee Jaejin, Forever maknae-Choi Minhwan, Mr. 16-D- Song Seunghyun and never to be forgotten- Oh Wonbin, you don't know how much I adore you guys. it's nice to watch you guys growing up from the cute little boy to the almost manly guy. don't stop and continue to fly higher.
Don't you know? I waited for you everyday. Don't you know? I am only looking at you, my love. Don't you know? when you are happy and smiling my love is even more happy from far away. You don't know. You don't know because I never told you. You don't know anything. How much I love you. You don't know. You don't know because you can't hear me. You don't know anything. All my heart needs is you, don't you know?
Don't you know? At your angry face, my love was crying even harder from far away. You don't know. You don't know because I never told you. You don't know anything. How much I love you. You don't know. You don't know because you can't hear me. You don't know anything. All my heart can take is you.
Don't you know? Don't you know my heart cannot even speak? I don't know love. I don't know any other love. I don't know anything because I only remember your name. I don't know love. I don't know even when another love comes. I don't know anything. I don't know because I only remember you.
happy hanbok day everyone. eih? no no no, it's not hanbok day but it's chuseok day. but it's kinda true because it's the only time I can see Kpop artists wear their hanbok and it's the third year I saw FT Island wore hanbok but this year I saw no Hongki and Seunghyun and of course no Wonbin. I miss them so so so so much.-hugs-
gone are the days that I was your fangirl who keeps watching you guys on youtube, etc. I'm sorry now I don't really have additional time for you guys, I have other important life commitments. However don't thee worry, my love for you guys are still the same over years. you guys still rock my life, 5 of you.
I am still a primadonna, and the day is not over yet,
so I'm here to wish ;
every time I see FT Island, reality hits me telling me how I have grow older.
because it seems like they are with me since forever.
six years wow. six freaking years since they literally ruined my life.
it is considered long to me.
I was amazed how could I even survived six years with these bunch of idiots, without any heart complications. these guys who makes my heart bursts for just existing.
many have changed yet there are some things that remain unchanged.
like hongpoop's never-ending obsession with jin's hair. or bob's operation to bring the hyungs down.
lol kidding kidding.
I could see they have grow up in terms of music-wise but they are still the same dorks who never failed making me laugh.
dorks who are serious when it comes to their music,
dorks who work hard to improve their skills for us fans,
dorks who has experienced hardships but still managed to smile brightly at us,
dorks who are forever kids in heart,
dorks who called their fans idiots because they love(?) us too much. tsk
ft island is back (yay!) with their full length album : Five Treasure Box.
좋겠어 has addictive beat, but I love it more if they promote a rock ballad title track.
y'know hongki's voice is born for the ballad hahah. but this is good too, no offense :)
and jaejin's sexy rapping ; let me squish you. thanks for at least trying to be sexy. you are forever cute for me. ehekkkk.
my favourite track is 너의 말. very nice to hear.
and of course, all-time favourite track, Paper Plane but this is in korean :D double pleasure, yay.
so,I is waiting for the album to arrive. come here faster to mamah~
I'm not really good in words but you should acknowledge this, I love you guys.
you awesome FTIsland sobssss :')
hongstar, huni ♪, jaejinie, minari, bob.
let's be strong until the end. believe in yourselves. I know you guys can do it.
and the new addition to fnc family, woooooots Juniel :D
congratulations for your korean debut.
sharing the same debut day as your senior, I'm going to celebrate both of you on the upcoming years.
finally, the moment I've been wishing for since I was in high school - watching the boys to perform live is granted :)
they are awesome. seriously, I was like awestruck the moment they start performing :D
and did I tell you jaejin is super duper cute with his new hairstyle? ohhhhmyyyyy he's so cute I want to squish him awww awwww~ I couldn't take my eyes off him.
the way he played his bass is really cool ಥ⌣ಥ and when he smiled, I feel so high.
oh jin, you adorable bassist ♥
hongki's voice is awesome :D and the way he always tried to speak English is very very adorable. hahah XD jonghun always looks cool playing his guitar, and damn he played it very sexily. but too bad he's little bit far from where I was standing, so I couldn't really focus on him.
Minhwan was at the back. so yeah. and he was so cute when he said "I hope we can meet again in the future. I will not forget a single moment today." yes yes, come back again later, noona forgot to buy you fried chikin :) bobSeunghyun is really cool too, rapping and singing. he's adorable when he's smile. ohmyyyyy :D Y U NO make new episode of Good Morning Bob when you were here? I was hoping for it sobsss.
anyhow, the concert is awesome but too bad I think the concert ended pretty fast. I WANT MORE OF THEIR AWESOMENESS :D
so, the next on my wishlist is - FT's concert in KOREA.
I bet it will be alot of fun. wooooots. so, I need to be rich faster, palli palli~
time flies so fast. you've grown to the point where you guys composed your own songs. I feel like a proud mamaaaah.
you've been there with me since forever, I remember saving the pocket money and bring my own food to school just to make sure I can afford to buy your albums. haha. memories.
ohhh I love you guys, treasure islands. you're the best. don't let people keep you down.
I like this song really much. and it's really special to Primadonna because Jonghun is the one who composed it and Jaejin wrote the lyrics. they are uhhh-ma-zing right?
the translation;
Boom Boom Boom / FT Island
You don’t need to try to laugh at our stupid joke we’ll go together with you until the day your wound be healed
There’s nothing dangerous lads who love having fun getting together here
Let’s get together Let’s get started Yeah Everything is ready now
Let’s get crazy in night You can enjoy it brand-new morning waits for us
come on, let's go
Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom
Love is always out of control captivating all our hearts
Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom
even a tenderness born from sorrow remember, that is a part of yourself.
your favorite jeans will do what you are now is great that was his own choice
Let’s get together Let’s get started Yeah mirror ball charms you like a magic
Play the music you don’t know you seems to have smiled a little
come on, let's go
Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom
I know that’s the good way of healing broken heart to start a new love
Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom
please tell us what you found in sorrow, the way your dream goes
Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom
Love is always out of control captivating all our hearts
Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom
even a tenderness born from sorrow remember, that is a part of yourself
congratulations boys. stay strong till the end. this is just the beginning.
The MBC leader- Choi Jonghun, The amazing Hongstar- Lee Hongki, The honourable student-Lee Jaejin, Forever maknae-Choi Minhwan, Mr. 16-D- Song Seunghyun and never to be forgotten- Oh Wonbin, you don't know how much I adore you guys. it's nice to watch you guys growing up from the cute little boy to the almost manly guy. don't stop and continue to fly higher.
Don't you know? I waited for you everyday. Don't you know? I am only looking at you, my love. Don't you know? when you are happy and smiling my love is even more happy from far away. You don't know. You don't know because I never told you. You don't know anything. How much I love you. You don't know. You don't know because you can't hear me. You don't know anything. All my heart needs is you, don't you know?
Don't you know? At your angry face, my love was crying even harder from far away. You don't know. You don't know because I never told you. You don't know anything. How much I love you. You don't know. You don't know because you can't hear me. You don't know anything. All my heart can take is you.
Don't you know? Don't you know my heart cannot even speak? I don't know love. I don't know any other love. I don't know anything because I only remember your name. I don't know love. I don't know even when another love comes. I don't know anything. I don't know because I only remember you.
happy hanbok day everyone. eih? no no no, it's not hanbok day but it's chuseok day. but it's kinda true because it's the only time I can see Kpop artists wear their hanbok and it's the third year I saw FT Island wore hanbok but this year I saw no Hongki and Seunghyun and of course no Wonbin. I miss them so so so so much.-hugs-
• Born in 1992. Live in KL, Malaysia for all my life yet.
• The name Amalina came from Arabic word which means hope. The actual epitome of "I am your hope, I am your angel." (lol hobi)
• My nickname Lulu came from a cartoon that I used to like called The Little Lulu Show. And it was partly because there're so many people with the same name in my class back then, so we all came with some sort of nicknames. and I stuck with the name Lulu till very now.
• My internet pseudonym is lulumichin.
• I was a twin but my twin brother died before we were born. I am the eldest but not the first child. I had an older brother but he died early.
• I am neither a good or bad person. I might be a good to some and bad to another. But whatever.
•When I don't smile, I have resting bitch face. I tried my best to be smiley every time.
• I have one sided cheek dimple and also chin dimple (or butt chin).
• Tbh, I am usually kind and I try to think good about people. It is just I am shy towards stranger. But don't make me hate you, I'll hate you forever.
• Myers-Briggs type: INFP
• I don't talk much. A person close to me once said this; "We are okay because we knew you, but what do you do with people who don't?" I used to think a lot but these days I don't care anymore. Those who matter didn't mind, those who mind didn't matter (Dr Seuss).
• A clumsy realist. A walking irony. An introvert.
• I love FT ISLAND and my favourite is the bassist, Jaejin. These days I am a laid back fan (and old). I like their songs, they are awesome. They accompany me in most of my life. They are like an old friend, so comfortable, feel like home.
• BTS stan. What's funny was I used to not like them because of their debut song, No More Dream. Lol because I felt like they were mocking me. In 2013, I was a first year pharmacy student and I was quite lost and sad and mildly depressed because I contemplated a lot about my dream, passion and ambition then. But now, their songs give me strength. Thank you BTS if you ever read this lol.
• Love rock band music and slow acoustic songs. But I do listen to any sort of genres. Well it depends on my mood.
• I love scary movies. Not that I am brave but I guess I like the adrenaline rush and it is a good excuse to scream loudly. The only reason why I go to cinema actually.
• Love to write letter and receiving it. Because I think it's very private and personal. A snail mail is a YESSSS! (this would be one of ways to court me and don't confess through facebook pls if you don't want me to read it five years after hah legit true story. Sorry dude. )Oh, and time-capsule letters too so I could always laugh at my younger self.
• I love late night drive around city, watching lights. It was one form of healing for me. (and a perfect date as long as it is shariah compliance).
• A reader. Books, fanfictions, manga, poems, classics. I love it all. Most recently read: The Book of Lossby Julith Jedamus.
"How luxuriantly one's fears grow in the dark! Exposed to the sun they wither and recede, but at night they are rampant."
• Soulmates and parallel world theory intrigued me. It is a bittersweet concept. Isn't it?
• A drama watcher. (mydramalist)
• A fan of Kimi ni Todoke. It was such a cute story awww my heart.
• My guilty pleasure includes skincare and cosmetics. I kinda like buying these things because Idk, I just like them. (lowkey want to be a formulator hihihi)
• A coffee drinker. Used to drink for survival but I guess it became habit now. My favourite is Caramel Macchiato. I don't drink my coffee black.
• A cat person. I love my cats but why we are always in the love-hate relationship idk pls help.
• No matter how hard I try, crossing road is very scary for me. I thought when I got my driving license it's going to be better, but naaaaaaah I forever need someone to cross the road with me. Help me by taking my hand and escort me pls.
• I may look calm all the time but I killed you many times in my mind. lol
• I like green colour the most. If you paid attention, my clothes are usually in green.
•I like to learn language. I speak Malay, English and imperfect and basic Mandarin and Korean.
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