Dream, though your beginnings might be humble, may the end be prosperous.
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Amalina, otherwise known asLulu. A female with Peterpan complex.
Still failing at life but YOLO.
(爱) books, fanfictions, shoujo manga, drama, band music, acoustic songs, FTISLAND, BTS, ideas of soulmate and parallel universe & cats.
yosh,よろしく ᶘ ᵒᴥᵒᶅ
the past
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it's the first time I ever watch a group's concert twice. cnblue promised to come back during their bluemoon concert last year. so, here they were again. thanks guys for keeping your promise.
anyway, the concert, to be honest, last year was much more awesome. but I did have fun throughout the night. they knew how to rock the stage, that's all good for us. they pretty much cut the time for the talk and focused on the performance. since this year I chose to be in rock zone, it is much nearer to Jonghyun and I could cry because we were so near I could just grab and kidnap him to my house, but of course I am not that severe.
I don't want to write much.
but jjong need to learn how to smile every time I called him because he didn't know how awkward I feel when he don't. jjong, I always knew you are cool. there's no need to show your coolness to me. but since it's you every thing is fine, you beautiful creature.
and yong, yeah yong was being his usual self.
and jungshin, thanks for the smile. you are the nicest aww :D
minhyuk ahhh you have grown up to be such a fine lad. I'm so proud of you.
let me start this with a photo update from Jonghyun in Malaysia saying how he liked Malaysian food.
okay oppar stop ruining my life T____T
okay moving on.
I always loved to watch live band performance, because the atmosphere is good.
and cnblue is no exception. awesomeness level is to the max. best night I had in a while.
they knew how to work the crowd. I think I feeeeeeeel~ good throughout the concert.
sang along to almost all the songs except Feel Good because it's new. and Idk the lyrics.
photos are not allowed. tsk. had to sneakily take photos. and I was far from stage.
wish I have a good camera so I could take good photos T.T
so took some and I enjoyed the rest of concert by waving the lightstick crazily.
they started with Where You Are, Get Away, and One Time (Kor. Ver).
"Malayyyyysia... Finally cnblue is....in Kuala Lumphffffur"
and then they introduced themselves with a bit of malay which I found pretty amusing XD
Apa Khabar
Kami ialah CNBLUE.
Terima kashiiih.
Rindu kami? Kami puuuuun rindu kamu (lol this is the best)
and of course Yonghwa's Sorrrrrrrrijilleo!
the ment was pretty short. they focused mostly on the performance.
there's one time where minhyuk talked about food. he excitedly said that he likes satay.
can i ship this new otp : minhyuk X satay. so cute. and nashiiii lemak too.
because minhyuk cannot move around the stage, it's hard to focus on him. but I know you look cool drumming.
pork soup couple (jonghyun x minhyuk) decided to ruin our lives by wearing sleeveless.
bless our country's hot weather. ARMSSSSS!
jonghyun is a purrrrrfect. jonghyun and guitar are the perfect combination. he did countless of jjongasm- I died multiple of times.
waeee you kept closing your eyes jonggggg. urghhh but that's so charming, singing with eyes closed. hahah.
but you did see my board, right? let's not pretend. i knew you liked it~ XD /delusional mode on/
yonghwa threw a lot of fan services. "I love you Malaysia." and he kept declaring his love to us during You've Fallen For Me. I guess that's why he's the ladies' man.
in the middle of ment, he asked, "can I speak korean?"
hahah he kept screaming and sometimes sang with chipmunk's voice.
he's the energetic one. and sweating a lot too (eww)
and he is indeed the so-called dancing king of cnblue. lol. I cannot XD why yong why. there goes all your charisma.
jungshin is adorable. and tall. with cute engrish. both him and yonghwa did most of the talks.
he's a goddess shin. of course. but he's rarely came to my side. so he's often out of my focus.
I like the ballad part of the concert where they performed Love Light, Y Why, Feeling, These Days (Yong's on piano wooots and Jong's voice is to die for) and La La La. the bold ones are the best. I was in awe. Those are my favourite songs. and Tattoo, omg they really rocked it! the live version is the most awesome. cried forever for this T___T highly dose of jjongasm.
They continued with In My Head. Then they talked again. Yong said he want to hear our voice. so we screamed. but seems like it's not loud enough for him. so he asked us to be louder. "kuat lagi! kuat lagi!" I died from these simple words. because he gave so much effort to speak in Malay. thanks yong. you are the best XD.
and then Intuition, I'm a Loner and I'm Sorry. and that's it for the main stage.
they continued for the encore stage with Hey You, and the brand new song for Samsung Galaxy Music ; Feel Good. They just released the song a day before the concert (?), that's why I couldn't really sang along and I couldn't stop imagining Yong and the bear. hahahah XD Next was Love Girl and You've Fallen For Me where Yong bragged is popular in Malaysia (lol) and Jungshin sang the first verse wohoooots. oh before that, Yong being weird he is, sang a bit of random song about Malaysia and Jungshin (?) urghh stop yong plz.
then after a session of yeah~ and ho~ with the fans, he said he wanted to see a wave. he ran on the stage. so we did make a wave. (Yong : amazing! amazing! so amazing!) and jonghyun's expression seeing the wave was so priceless.
and the fail moment where yong's asked for the left side to repeat him. "Hey Kiri!" but no one responded and then he said "Hey left!" only then people responded. lol funneh XD yong's fail attempt to speak Malay. or our fail attempt to understand his malay lol.
then they performed LOVE. before the last song, they said thanks to us. jungshin's play the pronounciation game of terima kashiiiih. y know like TErima kasih, teRIma kasih, teriMA kasih. so cute. lemme pinch your cheek please.
"I really wanna come back in Malaysia. Jumpa lagi. Thank you very much. We love you. We really really love you. thank you. thank you very much. thank you for your appreciation, thank you for your screaming...WE LOVE YOU MALAYSIA! ...SAYA CINTA KAMU! see ya Malaysia. thank you very much. we love you."
-Yonghwa
and lastly, Try Again Smile Again.
I felt like crying. I just want that moment to last forever. and before they finished, Jong used his phone to take photo of fans, and group photo of cnblue.
sobs sobs. I was sad. I want more. but since they promised to come back, I going to keep my hope high.
yes. come again cnblue. you guys are awesome. thanks for an amazing night. we love you too :D
p/s : I found an audio of the concert on youtube. here.
and you can check le tumblr. I reblogged hd pictures from other boices.
yesterday.....was tiring for me and I blame cnblue for that.
I was queueing for the Blue Moon ticket. The ground sale started at 10am but I was there by 8am and the line was already freaking long. I was expecting at least I could be in front of the line before the counters opened but nahhhh, I underestimated the band's popularity. I was on the back back back and back of the line, feeling devastated and full of hope that my choice of ticket wont be sold out too soon.
but anyway I get the ticket that I wanted. I'm happy I could almost jump to the sky yay!
so the only thing left to do is waiting for August to come patiently.
I wanted to be as near as possible to john but I don't want to stand and jumping for two hours straight and I am broke. so I is sad fangirl. maybe I should go for numbered seats but it is far from the stage and I am broke. actually the core problem is I am short of money. tickets are expensive.
y cnblue, why are you doing this to me?
I have 18 more days to figure out how to get money before the ground sale.
the last time I wrote about cnblue; as in the whole group, here, in my blog is like three years ago and that was when they were first debuting in Korea. ahhhhh it's been so long, sorry :(
and I remember how my first bias in cnblue was lovely minhyukkie, but then I changed to yonghwa because of the drama, and maybe jungshin for just a little bit of time and finally burning oppar, jonghyun and he is still going strong in my bias list for now. be proud jonghyun. be proud.
I should give more effort to be a good boice from now on. go go self!
have fun with the comeback :)
anywayHappy 3rd Anniversary CN BLUE!
p/s: and hey it's been a year since I witnessed FTIsland performing live.
ahhh good'ol memories :)
I love their title song, I'm a loner. freaking awesome. jjang!
Love Revolution, Y Why and Now or Never - the titles are familiar isn't it? Well, it's the same songs like in their Japan mini album but they sing in korean. :D
and I will Forget You is the remake of Teardrops in The Rain.
I'm really sleepy now. blame the fanfic, I read that fanfic from yesterday's 3pm till 4 in the morning. 61 chapters continuously. haha. it's my fault, I know but the story makes me addicted.(it's a compliment) I experienced all sort of feelings just by reading the story- I'm laughing, crying, awww-ing, cursing, yelling and etc. now I'm waiting patiently for the author to update the last chapter. please please update soon-prayshard-
and finally I've downloaded CN Blue's mini albums- Now or Never and another one is Voice.
last time I searched for Now or Never was like months ago, and nope, I failed. maybe not many people knew about them back then and after Yonghwa's acted in You're Beautiful, more people knows about them.Idk, just my opinion.
well, I'm waiting for January to come and YAY, CN Blue will debut in Korea. although Kwangjin is not in the band anymore but at least Yonghwa is there and Minhyuk is my favourite too. haha
cr: CN Blue soompi thread
*just ignore the girl.
aigoooo~I really need to breathe outside air. I mean since Tuesday, I'm hiding myself in this house and accurately in room. I think in just few days, I will successfully change myself into completely invisible. isn't that great? =___ =
mental note: I need life.
well, congratulation to Fatin (niece) and abang long (cousin) for getting 6A in PMR.
thing that I want to write today is actually nothing. just because I'm too boring waiting.
FT Island's junior- CN Blue has debuted recently. They are good too but FT Island is still the best.^^ I've listen their preview on their myspace page (why FT doesn't have one?) but I want to hear their full songs. Sadly, I can't find where I can download their album.T^T. Does anybody know? tell me tell me t-t-t-tell me.
it's the first time I ever watch a group's concert twice. cnblue promised to come back during their bluemoon concert last year. so, here they were again. thanks guys for keeping your promise.
anyway, the concert, to be honest, last year was much more awesome. but I did have fun throughout the night. they knew how to rock the stage, that's all good for us. they pretty much cut the time for the talk and focused on the performance. since this year I chose to be in rock zone, it is much nearer to Jonghyun and I could cry because we were so near I could just grab and kidnap him to my house, but of course I am not that severe.
I don't want to write much.
but jjong need to learn how to smile every time I called him because he didn't know how awkward I feel when he don't. jjong, I always knew you are cool. there's no need to show your coolness to me. but since it's you every thing is fine, you beautiful creature.
and yong, yeah yong was being his usual self.
and jungshin, thanks for the smile. you are the nicest aww :D
minhyuk ahhh you have grown up to be such a fine lad. I'm so proud of you.
let me start this with a photo update from Jonghyun in Malaysia saying how he liked Malaysian food.
okay oppar stop ruining my life T____T
okay moving on.
I always loved to watch live band performance, because the atmosphere is good.
and cnblue is no exception. awesomeness level is to the max. best night I had in a while.
they knew how to work the crowd. I think I feeeeeeeel~ good throughout the concert.
sang along to almost all the songs except Feel Good because it's new. and Idk the lyrics.
photos are not allowed. tsk. had to sneakily take photos. and I was far from stage.
wish I have a good camera so I could take good photos T.T
so took some and I enjoyed the rest of concert by waving the lightstick crazily.
they started with Where You Are, Get Away, and One Time (Kor. Ver).
"Malayyyyysia... Finally cnblue is....in Kuala Lumphffffur"
and then they introduced themselves with a bit of malay which I found pretty amusing XD
Apa Khabar
Kami ialah CNBLUE.
Terima kashiiih.
Rindu kami? Kami puuuuun rindu kamu (lol this is the best)
and of course Yonghwa's Sorrrrrrrrijilleo!
the ment was pretty short. they focused mostly on the performance.
there's one time where minhyuk talked about food. he excitedly said that he likes satay.
can i ship this new otp : minhyuk X satay. so cute. and nashiiii lemak too.
because minhyuk cannot move around the stage, it's hard to focus on him. but I know you look cool drumming.
pork soup couple (jonghyun x minhyuk) decided to ruin our lives by wearing sleeveless.
bless our country's hot weather. ARMSSSSS!
jonghyun is a purrrrrfect. jonghyun and guitar are the perfect combination. he did countless of jjongasm- I died multiple of times.
waeee you kept closing your eyes jonggggg. urghhh but that's so charming, singing with eyes closed. hahah.
but you did see my board, right? let's not pretend. i knew you liked it~ XD /delusional mode on/
yonghwa threw a lot of fan services. "I love you Malaysia." and he kept declaring his love to us during You've Fallen For Me. I guess that's why he's the ladies' man.
in the middle of ment, he asked, "can I speak korean?"
hahah he kept screaming and sometimes sang with chipmunk's voice.
he's the energetic one. and sweating a lot too (eww)
and he is indeed the so-called dancing king of cnblue. lol. I cannot XD why yong why. there goes all your charisma.
jungshin is adorable. and tall. with cute engrish. both him and yonghwa did most of the talks.
he's a goddess shin. of course. but he's rarely came to my side. so he's often out of my focus.
I like the ballad part of the concert where they performed Love Light, Y Why, Feeling, These Days (Yong's on piano wooots and Jong's voice is to die for) and La La La. the bold ones are the best. I was in awe. Those are my favourite songs. and Tattoo, omg they really rocked it! the live version is the most awesome. cried forever for this T___T highly dose of jjongasm.
They continued with In My Head. Then they talked again. Yong said he want to hear our voice. so we screamed. but seems like it's not loud enough for him. so he asked us to be louder. "kuat lagi! kuat lagi!" I died from these simple words. because he gave so much effort to speak in Malay. thanks yong. you are the best XD.
and then Intuition, I'm a Loner and I'm Sorry. and that's it for the main stage.
they continued for the encore stage with Hey You, and the brand new song for Samsung Galaxy Music ; Feel Good. They just released the song a day before the concert (?), that's why I couldn't really sang along and I couldn't stop imagining Yong and the bear. hahahah XD Next was Love Girl and You've Fallen For Me where Yong bragged is popular in Malaysia (lol) and Jungshin sang the first verse wohoooots. oh before that, Yong being weird he is, sang a bit of random song about Malaysia and Jungshin (?) urghh stop yong plz.
then after a session of yeah~ and ho~ with the fans, he said he wanted to see a wave. he ran on the stage. so we did make a wave. (Yong : amazing! amazing! so amazing!) and jonghyun's expression seeing the wave was so priceless.
and the fail moment where yong's asked for the left side to repeat him. "Hey Kiri!" but no one responded and then he said "Hey left!" only then people responded. lol funneh XD yong's fail attempt to speak Malay. or our fail attempt to understand his malay lol.
then they performed LOVE. before the last song, they said thanks to us. jungshin's play the pronounciation game of terima kashiiiih. y know like TErima kasih, teRIma kasih, teriMA kasih. so cute. lemme pinch your cheek please.
"I really wanna come back in Malaysia. Jumpa lagi. Thank you very much. We love you. We really really love you. thank you. thank you very much. thank you for your appreciation, thank you for your screaming...WE LOVE YOU MALAYSIA! ...SAYA CINTA KAMU! see ya Malaysia. thank you very much. we love you."
-Yonghwa
and lastly, Try Again Smile Again.
I felt like crying. I just want that moment to last forever. and before they finished, Jong used his phone to take photo of fans, and group photo of cnblue.
sobs sobs. I was sad. I want more. but since they promised to come back, I going to keep my hope high.
yes. come again cnblue. you guys are awesome. thanks for an amazing night. we love you too :D
p/s : I found an audio of the concert on youtube. here.
and you can check le tumblr. I reblogged hd pictures from other boices.
yesterday.....was tiring for me and I blame cnblue for that.
I was queueing for the Blue Moon ticket. The ground sale started at 10am but I was there by 8am and the line was already freaking long. I was expecting at least I could be in front of the line before the counters opened but nahhhh, I underestimated the band's popularity. I was on the back back back and back of the line, feeling devastated and full of hope that my choice of ticket wont be sold out too soon.
but anyway I get the ticket that I wanted. I'm happy I could almost jump to the sky yay!
so the only thing left to do is waiting for August to come patiently.
I wanted to be as near as possible to john but I don't want to stand and jumping for two hours straight and I am broke. so I is sad fangirl. maybe I should go for numbered seats but it is far from the stage and I am broke. actually the core problem is I am short of money. tickets are expensive.
y cnblue, why are you doing this to me?
I have 18 more days to figure out how to get money before the ground sale.
the last time I wrote about cnblue; as in the whole group, here, in my blog is like three years ago and that was when they were first debuting in Korea. ahhhhh it's been so long, sorry :(
and I remember how my first bias in cnblue was lovely minhyukkie, but then I changed to yonghwa because of the drama, and maybe jungshin for just a little bit of time and finally burning oppar, jonghyun and he is still going strong in my bias list for now. be proud jonghyun. be proud.
I should give more effort to be a good boice from now on. go go self!
have fun with the comeback :)
anywayHappy 3rd Anniversary CN BLUE!
p/s: and hey it's been a year since I witnessed FTIsland performing live.
ahhh good'ol memories :)
I love their title song, I'm a loner. freaking awesome. jjang!
Love Revolution, Y Why and Now or Never - the titles are familiar isn't it? Well, it's the same songs like in their Japan mini album but they sing in korean. :D
and I will Forget You is the remake of Teardrops in The Rain.
I'm really sleepy now. blame the fanfic, I read that fanfic from yesterday's 3pm till 4 in the morning. 61 chapters continuously. haha. it's my fault, I know but the story makes me addicted.(it's a compliment) I experienced all sort of feelings just by reading the story- I'm laughing, crying, awww-ing, cursing, yelling and etc. now I'm waiting patiently for the author to update the last chapter. please please update soon-prayshard-
and finally I've downloaded CN Blue's mini albums- Now or Never and another one is Voice.
last time I searched for Now or Never was like months ago, and nope, I failed. maybe not many people knew about them back then and after Yonghwa's acted in You're Beautiful, more people knows about them.Idk, just my opinion.
well, I'm waiting for January to come and YAY, CN Blue will debut in Korea. although Kwangjin is not in the band anymore but at least Yonghwa is there and Minhyuk is my favourite too. haha
cr: CN Blue soompi thread
*just ignore the girl.
aigoooo~I really need to breathe outside air. I mean since Tuesday, I'm hiding myself in this house and accurately in room. I think in just few days, I will successfully change myself into completely invisible. isn't that great? =___ =
mental note: I need life.
well, congratulation to Fatin (niece) and abang long (cousin) for getting 6A in PMR.
thing that I want to write today is actually nothing. just because I'm too boring waiting.
FT Island's junior- CN Blue has debuted recently. They are good too but FT Island is still the best.^^ I've listen their preview on their myspace page (why FT doesn't have one?) but I want to hear their full songs. Sadly, I can't find where I can download their album.T^T. Does anybody know? tell me tell me t-t-t-tell me.
• Born in 1992. Live in KL, Malaysia for all my life yet.
• The name Amalina came from Arabic word which means hope. The actual epitome of "I am your hope, I am your angel." (lol hobi)
• My nickname Lulu came from a cartoon that I used to like called The Little Lulu Show. And it was partly because there're so many people with the same name in my class back then, so we all came with some sort of nicknames. and I stuck with the name Lulu till very now.
• My internet pseudonym is lulumichin.
• I was a twin but my twin brother died before we were born. I am the eldest but not the first child. I had an older brother but he died early.
• I am neither a good or bad person. I might be a good to some and bad to another. But whatever.
•When I don't smile, I have resting bitch face. I tried my best to be smiley every time.
• I have one sided cheek dimple and also chin dimple (or butt chin).
• Tbh, I am usually kind and I try to think good about people. It is just I am shy towards stranger. But don't make me hate you, I'll hate you forever.
• Myers-Briggs type: INFP
• I don't talk much. A person close to me once said this; "We are okay because we knew you, but what do you do with people who don't?" I used to think a lot but these days I don't care anymore. Those who matter didn't mind, those who mind didn't matter (Dr Seuss).
• A clumsy realist. A walking irony. An introvert.
• I love FT ISLAND and my favourite is the bassist, Jaejin. These days I am a laid back fan (and old). I like their songs, they are awesome. They accompany me in most of my life. They are like an old friend, so comfortable, feel like home.
• BTS stan. What's funny was I used to not like them because of their debut song, No More Dream. Lol because I felt like they were mocking me. In 2013, I was a first year pharmacy student and I was quite lost and sad and mildly depressed because I contemplated a lot about my dream, passion and ambition then. But now, their songs give me strength. Thank you BTS if you ever read this lol.
• Love rock band music and slow acoustic songs. But I do listen to any sort of genres. Well it depends on my mood.
• I love scary movies. Not that I am brave but I guess I like the adrenaline rush and it is a good excuse to scream loudly. The only reason why I go to cinema actually.
• Love to write letter and receiving it. Because I think it's very private and personal. A snail mail is a YESSSS! (this would be one of ways to court me and don't confess through facebook pls if you don't want me to read it five years after hah legit true story. Sorry dude. )Oh, and time-capsule letters too so I could always laugh at my younger self.
• I love late night drive around city, watching lights. It was one form of healing for me. (and a perfect date as long as it is shariah compliance).
• A reader. Books, fanfictions, manga, poems, classics. I love it all. Most recently read: The Book of Lossby Julith Jedamus.
"How luxuriantly one's fears grow in the dark! Exposed to the sun they wither and recede, but at night they are rampant."
• Soulmates and parallel world theory intrigued me. It is a bittersweet concept. Isn't it?
• A drama watcher. (mydramalist)
• A fan of Kimi ni Todoke. It was such a cute story awww my heart.
• My guilty pleasure includes skincare and cosmetics. I kinda like buying these things because Idk, I just like them. (lowkey want to be a formulator hihihi)
• A coffee drinker. Used to drink for survival but I guess it became habit now. My favourite is Caramel Macchiato. I don't drink my coffee black.
• A cat person. I love my cats but why we are always in the love-hate relationship idk pls help.
• No matter how hard I try, crossing road is very scary for me. I thought when I got my driving license it's going to be better, but naaaaaaah I forever need someone to cross the road with me. Help me by taking my hand and escort me pls.
• I may look calm all the time but I killed you many times in my mind. lol
• I like green colour the most. If you paid attention, my clothes are usually in green.
•I like to learn language. I speak Malay, English and imperfect and basic Mandarin and Korean.
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