Dream, hope, keep going.

Hey, it's been 4 months now. I still alive for now.

I already expected that this wont be easy but I guess I overestimated myself again. I am having a hard time. I feel anxious for the present and future. The future seems so bleak. I can't see the end of the tunnel yet.

Whenever people asked me, '....and you are?' I was hesitant to introduce myself as pharmacist because I feel like I am not eligible for that title yet. It was a burden for me to carry that title for now.

I still feel like I am not good enough but of course there's nothing I can do except to hang onto the hope that I will do better in the future.

Be patient, I am a work in progress.
Not perfect but beautiful.