Dream, though your beginnings might be humble, may the end be prosperous.
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Amalina, otherwise known asLulu. A female with Peterpan complex.
Still failing at life but YOLO.
(爱) books, fanfictions, shoujo manga, drama, band music, acoustic songs, FTISLAND, BTS, ideas of soulmate and parallel universe & cats.
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the past
Arigatou
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my wish that I wrote back from July 2011 is finally fulfilled :)
beast oppadeul, we finally met. together with 4minute and g.na.
and what's more awesome : I got free ticket. I need to give all hugs and kisses to mama for getting me a free ticket. and yay rock zone! it's nearer to oppars but because I am an old lady, standing is such a suffering.
I went there around 5pm and feeling very awkward because I couldn't spot any other fans and the stadium filled with AIA staffs in red. I am very lost. I was expecting people to line up- y'know like any other concerts. after walked here and there, I finally spotted them lining up at the stairs. I joined them then waited till the time we could go inside.
concert started around 8.30pm, it's a little bit late.
the first performer is beautiful G.NA wooots :D
skinny G.NA there's no ounce of fat on your body I envy you. you're so pretty T__T
I was amazed because I could sing along to most of her songs although I'm not really a fan. hahaha :D
and junhyung appeared for little while, rapping for I'll back off so you can live better, almost succeed in making heart bursts. damn teaser!
I liked it the most when she sang black and white, that's my favourite track from her.
and she was the translator throughout the concert :D why son dongwoon, I thought you could speak English, so y u need a translator?
4 minutes was next. pretty goddesses. sobs. they started off with their new track, what's your name.
and once again, I was amazed because I sang along wow.
paen asked me to capture lots of hyuna's photos. well I tried but my camera fails me.
sang along quietly because I am coughshycough and I was saving my energy for opppars.
but of course 4minute is awesome :D
and yay heart to heart, H.U.H, hot issue! I like those songs.
and finally....BEAST OPPADEUL!!!
I was screaming so loud the moment they appeared on stage. omaigod, heart was thumping so loudly and I could feel the adrenaline rush. why you bunch of gorgeous people I am so in love with you guys. sobsss.
they started with beautiful night and the screaming from the crowd was deafening.
I was awestrucked because of course seeing them in front of my eyes is like a dream.
son namshin really lives up to his name. you were blinding my eyes dongwoon. haha XD
yoseob was very friendly, he keep smilling and waving and threw his aegyo to us, I died.
hyunseung looks like key with his blond hair. I was confused for a few seconds when he appeared on stage.
and hyunseung was expresionless and some said because he was sick (?).
Even when fans in front of me screaming crazily for him, he only looked at them with blank look -__-
but of course he looked pwetttty hahah. very defined jaw line I must say :D
doojon was wet at the end of performance because the members threw water to him. well they played around for a while, ran and splashed water on the stage.
gi kwang is being gi kwang. ohhhh so handsome :D
junhyung, yah junhyung! I almost got heart attack why u purfffffffect namja sobs.
and I caught you looking at me for a few seconds. let's fall in love together hahha XD
they sang on rainy days, my all-time favourite song. never get old lah this song.
and they also sang will you be alright for the first time. we are the first country to hear this live!
how very lucky. and it's was my favourite track of them for this moment. could I cry again? T___T
and junhyung amazed because we could sing along since it's new song and plus it was composed by him. so, he's feeling pretty good. he laughed(?) when rapping his part because... I don't know. I thought he was crying at first. hahah.
they also sang shock, special, fiction, beautiful, bad girl, freeze, I knew it (not in particular order).
so beast. amazing beast. thanks for making my week. I love you guys sobss.
and bonus, will you be alright fancam - since it was my favourite performance. /crying a river/.
my wish that I wrote back from July 2011 is finally fulfilled :)
beast oppadeul, we finally met. together with 4minute and g.na.
and what's more awesome : I got free ticket. I need to give all hugs and kisses to mama for getting me a free ticket. and yay rock zone! it's nearer to oppars but because I am an old lady, standing is such a suffering.
I went there around 5pm and feeling very awkward because I couldn't spot any other fans and the stadium filled with AIA staffs in red. I am very lost. I was expecting people to line up- y'know like any other concerts. after walked here and there, I finally spotted them lining up at the stairs. I joined them then waited till the time we could go inside.
concert started around 8.30pm, it's a little bit late.
the first performer is beautiful G.NA wooots :D
skinny G.NA there's no ounce of fat on your body I envy you. you're so pretty T__T
I was amazed because I could sing along to most of her songs although I'm not really a fan. hahaha :D
and junhyung appeared for little while, rapping for I'll back off so you can live better, almost succeed in making heart bursts. damn teaser!
I liked it the most when she sang black and white, that's my favourite track from her.
and she was the translator throughout the concert :D why son dongwoon, I thought you could speak English, so y u need a translator?
4 minutes was next. pretty goddesses. sobs. they started off with their new track, what's your name.
and once again, I was amazed because I sang along wow.
paen asked me to capture lots of hyuna's photos. well I tried but my camera fails me.
sang along quietly because I am coughshycough and I was saving my energy for opppars.
but of course 4minute is awesome :D
and yay heart to heart, H.U.H, hot issue! I like those songs.
and finally....BEAST OPPADEUL!!!
I was screaming so loud the moment they appeared on stage. omaigod, heart was thumping so loudly and I could feel the adrenaline rush. why you bunch of gorgeous people I am so in love with you guys. sobsss.
they started with beautiful night and the screaming from the crowd was deafening.
I was awestrucked because of course seeing them in front of my eyes is like a dream.
son namshin really lives up to his name. you were blinding my eyes dongwoon. haha XD
yoseob was very friendly, he keep smilling and waving and threw his aegyo to us, I died.
hyunseung looks like key with his blond hair. I was confused for a few seconds when he appeared on stage.
and hyunseung was expresionless and some said because he was sick (?).
Even when fans in front of me screaming crazily for him, he only looked at them with blank look -__-
but of course he looked pwetttty hahah. very defined jaw line I must say :D
doojon was wet at the end of performance because the members threw water to him. well they played around for a while, ran and splashed water on the stage.
gi kwang is being gi kwang. ohhhh so handsome :D
junhyung, yah junhyung! I almost got heart attack why u purfffffffect namja sobs.
and I caught you looking at me for a few seconds. let's fall in love together hahha XD
they sang on rainy days, my all-time favourite song. never get old lah this song.
and they also sang will you be alright for the first time. we are the first country to hear this live!
how very lucky. and it's was my favourite track of them for this moment. could I cry again? T___T
and junhyung amazed because we could sing along since it's new song and plus it was composed by him. so, he's feeling pretty good. he laughed(?) when rapping his part because... I don't know. I thought he was crying at first. hahah.
they also sang shock, special, fiction, beautiful, bad girl, freeze, I knew it (not in particular order).
so beast. amazing beast. thanks for making my week. I love you guys sobss.
and bonus, will you be alright fancam - since it was my favourite performance. /crying a river/.
• Born in 1992. Live in KL, Malaysia for all my life yet.
• The name Amalina came from Arabic word which means hope. The actual epitome of "I am your hope, I am your angel." (lol hobi)
• My nickname Lulu came from a cartoon that I used to like called The Little Lulu Show. And it was partly because there're so many people with the same name in my class back then, so we all came with some sort of nicknames. and I stuck with the name Lulu till very now.
• My internet pseudonym is lulumichin.
• I was a twin but my twin brother died before we were born. I am the eldest but not the first child. I had an older brother but he died early.
• I am neither a good or bad person. I might be a good to some and bad to another. But whatever.
•When I don't smile, I have resting bitch face. I tried my best to be smiley every time.
• I have one sided cheek dimple and also chin dimple (or butt chin).
• Tbh, I am usually kind and I try to think good about people. It is just I am shy towards stranger. But don't make me hate you, I'll hate you forever.
• Myers-Briggs type: INFP
• I don't talk much. A person close to me once said this; "We are okay because we knew you, but what do you do with people who don't?" I used to think a lot but these days I don't care anymore. Those who matter didn't mind, those who mind didn't matter (Dr Seuss).
• A clumsy realist. A walking irony. An introvert.
• I love FT ISLAND and my favourite is the bassist, Jaejin. These days I am a laid back fan (and old). I like their songs, they are awesome. They accompany me in most of my life. They are like an old friend, so comfortable, feel like home.
• BTS stan. What's funny was I used to not like them because of their debut song, No More Dream. Lol because I felt like they were mocking me. In 2013, I was a first year pharmacy student and I was quite lost and sad and mildly depressed because I contemplated a lot about my dream, passion and ambition then. But now, their songs give me strength. Thank you BTS if you ever read this lol.
• Love rock band music and slow acoustic songs. But I do listen to any sort of genres. Well it depends on my mood.
• I love scary movies. Not that I am brave but I guess I like the adrenaline rush and it is a good excuse to scream loudly. The only reason why I go to cinema actually.
• Love to write letter and receiving it. Because I think it's very private and personal. A snail mail is a YESSSS! (this would be one of ways to court me and don't confess through facebook pls if you don't want me to read it five years after hah legit true story. Sorry dude. )Oh, and time-capsule letters too so I could always laugh at my younger self.
• I love late night drive around city, watching lights. It was one form of healing for me. (and a perfect date as long as it is shariah compliance).
• A reader. Books, fanfictions, manga, poems, classics. I love it all. Most recently read: The Book of Lossby Julith Jedamus.
"How luxuriantly one's fears grow in the dark! Exposed to the sun they wither and recede, but at night they are rampant."
• Soulmates and parallel world theory intrigued me. It is a bittersweet concept. Isn't it?
• A drama watcher. (mydramalist)
• A fan of Kimi ni Todoke. It was such a cute story awww my heart.
• My guilty pleasure includes skincare and cosmetics. I kinda like buying these things because Idk, I just like them. (lowkey want to be a formulator hihihi)
• A coffee drinker. Used to drink for survival but I guess it became habit now. My favourite is Caramel Macchiato. I don't drink my coffee black.
• A cat person. I love my cats but why we are always in the love-hate relationship idk pls help.
• No matter how hard I try, crossing road is very scary for me. I thought when I got my driving license it's going to be better, but naaaaaaah I forever need someone to cross the road with me. Help me by taking my hand and escort me pls.
• I may look calm all the time but I killed you many times in my mind. lol
• I like green colour the most. If you paid attention, my clothes are usually in green.
•I like to learn language. I speak Malay, English and imperfect and basic Mandarin and Korean.
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