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Lulu.
A taciturn female with Peterpan complex.
Still failing at life but YOLO.
爱 books, fanfiction, shoujo manga, drama, band music, acoustic songs, FT Island and cats.
yosh,よろしく ᶘ ᵒᴥᵒᶅ

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rant post no. 15678
Friday, April 01, 2011 | 0 comments
there's a time when I feel completely useless. I can't do anything right except in study.
there's so many things I wished I can do, but I was bound restricted. I feel I can do nothing.
I can't sing, I can't dance, I can't really play guitar (well, I'm still learning but I still had long way), I can't play any musical instruments, I can't cook, I can't speak well - I do have communication problem especially with people I barely know.

and I admit, I really a self-conscious person. and congrats to person who talk lowly about me, you make me feel like an idiot, I've lose my self confidence and hey you win.
but please, I wish you can mirror yourself first before you talk shit about me.
and fyi, I hated the feelings of being hated silently. If you hate me, say it to my face- so I can develop the mutual feelings for you. no harm done. it's what we called mutualism. you get it?


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