Dream, though your beginnings might be humble, may the end be prosperous.
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Amalina, otherwise known asLulu. A female with Peterpan complex.
Still failing at life but YOLO.
(爱) books, fanfictions, shoujo manga, drama, band music, acoustic songs, FTISLAND, BTS, ideas of soulmate and parallel universe & cats.
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Arigatou
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just want to sharing my experience seeing FT Island in person! i'm not like any other fans that stalking them all around[although i really want to], because i don't really have time to stalk them! school is my obstacle.TT__TT
29032008 one of the important day in my life! i went late to Cineleisure Damansara! because i had anugerah kecemerlangan that day!! after that anugerah finished, i went home as fast as i can!! then,changed my clothes and wait for my friends[sue,magu,fuzy] to come! and i also have to wait for cik biah as she became my driver that day!*ceh* after everyone had reached,we started our journey to the west Cineleisure! before we arrived at Cineleisure,we are totally lost!!coz we never went to Cineleisure before! then,when we almost reached Cineleisure,i saw many FT Island's buntings everywhere!! owh man,i became totally insane and really excited!!
so,we took a step into Cineleisure, and many fans had arrived before! i thought i gonna be late, but then i noticed FT Island's don't arrived yet!! so,we took our spot in the corner of the stage!! another sad story,i can't get their autographs, bcoz i didn't bought the CD from CI Entertainment!! lame reason!! waited and stands for long time,but still, FT island didn't arrived yet!! then the guards told us to sit down, so we sat down!!but the spaces is too small!! while waiting for FT Island,the organizer made the fans play some games.. they gave out the tickets for the concert as a prize!! i saw a girl sang FT Island's love sick and a boy who sing FT Island's until you comeback!!
then,the fans started to scream and everybody had stood up!! so i also follow them to stand up!!the fans had started sceaming and singing FT Island's songs!! FINALLY, i saw Jonghoon went on stage!! then i saw the rest members of FT Island!! i froze for a seconds until i realised them!! omg!!they look so fair and white!! i thought i had a saw waxes!! Jonghoon is really handsome that day!! Hongki with his ponytail like a samurai!!owh..so cute!! Minhwan also looks like a cute chicken!!they said Minhwan did not feeling so well that day! Wonbin wore sleeveless that day!!and he is so smexy!!hehehehe Last but not least,Jaejin,my prince charimng!!hohoho!! he wearing hat and white outfits!!omona~so adorable!!*fainted*
they introduced themselves!! and Wonbin,Jaejin, and Jonghoon*i think* said APA KHABAR to their fans!!hohohoho.. then they MC asked a few questions to them!! actually, i can't hear anything coz the fans are kept screaming and i also kept screaming JaeJin's name!!! screaming like hell!! but it's NOT fruitless!!Jaejin waved his hands to me!!*fainted for the 2nd time* and fuzy also kept screaming Wonbin's name!!and Hongki and Wonbin looked at her with weird expression!! but,that day Hongki looks unhappy!!i'm got scared by his expression!! why Hongki??Why??U don't like Malaysia?? but i know Hongki is not cold-hearted people!!i understands your feelings,Hongki!!! it's ok!!although i felt like want to smashed u that time we waited and watched them until the autograph's session finished!!
forget to mention, the guards are really rude to fans!! one of the guards-we called him uncle moveback becoz he kept telling the fans to moveback- is really scary u know!! and i don't know my feelings!!happy bcoz i got to meet them??or sad bcoz i didn't get the autographs?? waiting for cik biah to fetch us,but she came too late.. so i had to apologized to my friends' parents bcoz kidnapping their daughter for too long!! SORRY,pak cik and makcik!!don't blacklisted me!! at home,i kept telling my experiences to my mother and tell them i can't wait for tomorrow!!and so excited!!
30032008 i woke up early that day coz i'm too excited!! then,sue sms-ed me and telling that FT Island is on radio!! but i'm too late!!i only can heard them saying bubye!! but,they kept playing FT Island's song on the radio!!
then at 5.30 pm,i get ready to went out to Sunway Lagoon!! needs to wait for my cousin to come!! but she was late you know!! still needs to accompany her to JJ!! omo~we needs to hurry!!but you wasted time!! after that,we hurriedly went to Sumway Lagoon!!
at 7.10 pm,i arrived at Sunway Pyramid!!only 20 minutes left for the concert's to start!! coz we don't know where the Sunway lagoon Amphitheatre is, so we asked the guards there!! then the guards say that the place is really far from here!! and he told me the really really shocked news, he told me that the concert had been cancelled!! at first, i didn't believe him!!
so we just went to Sunway Lagoon amphitheatre, and saw many fans waiting outside the gates!! ok!!now i'm telling you,that time my heart is already broken!! my cousins asked one of the fans there,and we confirmed that the concert is really had been cancelled!! so,we sat down and i called my mother and told her what's happen!! i talked to her like usual,like nothing had happened!! but when sue called me,and i told her everything,, i don't know why my tears started to flow!! then after waited for the sometimes and hope that the concert gonna start but nothing happened, so we made a desicion to go home!!
we went to CC coz that time i don't have net connection at home, and opened CI Entertainment's website!! they told us that everything had been prepared but suddenly the concert had been cancelled!! then,when i went home,i cried out loud in room!! My father said to my mother not to bother me!!bcoz i really need some times to calm myself!! ouh,my father really undestands me!!i love u,abah!! owh..such a bad day!!and i had to go to school tomorrow that time!! 31032008
at school,alyaa kept asking me about the concert!! coz she don't know anything about the cancellation!! i don't know what to reply,coz i'm really heartbroken that day!! thanks to fuzy,coz being my manager that day!! and told alyaa not to bother me!!THANKS A LOT,BEST FRIEND!!
so that's all i think!! i already told you, i'm not stalking them like mad!! coz i don't have time!! i just went to Cineleisure and sunway Lagoon!! i'm a bad Primadonna right??
after everthing had happened,i still support FT Island and loves them a lot!! coz i'm their PRIMADONNA forever!!
Disclaimer some of the content in this fan account had been cut becoz the writer is too lazy to tell you everything!!SORRY!!! and maybe my informations is not really right, bcoz this incident happened 6 months ago!! so i didn't really remembered everything!!SORRY AGAIN!!
EDIT at 10.23 pm:FT ISLAND in MALAYSIA VIDEO taking by me!! but only the introducing time!! coz other videos are full with our screaming!!sorry!!
credit:lulumichin
Even if you hurt me, Even if you makes me sad, There is no one else like you
just want to sharing my experience seeing FT Island in person! i'm not like any other fans that stalking them all around[although i really want to], because i don't really have time to stalk them! school is my obstacle.TT__TT
29032008 one of the important day in my life! i went late to Cineleisure Damansara! because i had anugerah kecemerlangan that day!! after that anugerah finished, i went home as fast as i can!! then,changed my clothes and wait for my friends[sue,magu,fuzy] to come! and i also have to wait for cik biah as she became my driver that day!*ceh* after everyone had reached,we started our journey to the west Cineleisure! before we arrived at Cineleisure,we are totally lost!!coz we never went to Cineleisure before! then,when we almost reached Cineleisure,i saw many FT Island's buntings everywhere!! owh man,i became totally insane and really excited!!
so,we took a step into Cineleisure, and many fans had arrived before! i thought i gonna be late, but then i noticed FT Island's don't arrived yet!! so,we took our spot in the corner of the stage!! another sad story,i can't get their autographs, bcoz i didn't bought the CD from CI Entertainment!! lame reason!! waited and stands for long time,but still, FT island didn't arrived yet!! then the guards told us to sit down, so we sat down!!but the spaces is too small!! while waiting for FT Island,the organizer made the fans play some games.. they gave out the tickets for the concert as a prize!! i saw a girl sang FT Island's love sick and a boy who sing FT Island's until you comeback!!
then,the fans started to scream and everybody had stood up!! so i also follow them to stand up!!the fans had started sceaming and singing FT Island's songs!! FINALLY, i saw Jonghoon went on stage!! then i saw the rest members of FT Island!! i froze for a seconds until i realised them!! omg!!they look so fair and white!! i thought i had a saw waxes!! Jonghoon is really handsome that day!! Hongki with his ponytail like a samurai!!owh..so cute!! Minhwan also looks like a cute chicken!!they said Minhwan did not feeling so well that day! Wonbin wore sleeveless that day!!and he is so smexy!!hehehehe Last but not least,Jaejin,my prince charimng!!hohoho!! he wearing hat and white outfits!!omona~so adorable!!*fainted*
they introduced themselves!! and Wonbin,Jaejin, and Jonghoon*i think* said APA KHABAR to their fans!!hohohoho.. then they MC asked a few questions to them!! actually, i can't hear anything coz the fans are kept screaming and i also kept screaming JaeJin's name!!! screaming like hell!! but it's NOT fruitless!!Jaejin waved his hands to me!!*fainted for the 2nd time* and fuzy also kept screaming Wonbin's name!!and Hongki and Wonbin looked at her with weird expression!! but,that day Hongki looks unhappy!!i'm got scared by his expression!! why Hongki??Why??U don't like Malaysia?? but i know Hongki is not cold-hearted people!!i understands your feelings,Hongki!!! it's ok!!although i felt like want to smashed u that time we waited and watched them until the autograph's session finished!!
forget to mention, the guards are really rude to fans!! one of the guards-we called him uncle moveback becoz he kept telling the fans to moveback- is really scary u know!! and i don't know my feelings!!happy bcoz i got to meet them??or sad bcoz i didn't get the autographs?? waiting for cik biah to fetch us,but she came too late.. so i had to apologized to my friends' parents bcoz kidnapping their daughter for too long!! SORRY,pak cik and makcik!!don't blacklisted me!! at home,i kept telling my experiences to my mother and tell them i can't wait for tomorrow!!and so excited!!
30032008 i woke up early that day coz i'm too excited!! then,sue sms-ed me and telling that FT Island is on radio!! but i'm too late!!i only can heard them saying bubye!! but,they kept playing FT Island's song on the radio!!
then at 5.30 pm,i get ready to went out to Sunway Lagoon!! needs to wait for my cousin to come!! but she was late you know!! still needs to accompany her to JJ!! omo~we needs to hurry!!but you wasted time!! after that,we hurriedly went to Sumway Lagoon!!
at 7.10 pm,i arrived at Sunway Pyramid!!only 20 minutes left for the concert's to start!! coz we don't know where the Sunway lagoon Amphitheatre is, so we asked the guards there!! then the guards say that the place is really far from here!! and he told me the really really shocked news, he told me that the concert had been cancelled!! at first, i didn't believe him!!
so we just went to Sunway Lagoon amphitheatre, and saw many fans waiting outside the gates!! ok!!now i'm telling you,that time my heart is already broken!! my cousins asked one of the fans there,and we confirmed that the concert is really had been cancelled!! so,we sat down and i called my mother and told her what's happen!! i talked to her like usual,like nothing had happened!! but when sue called me,and i told her everything,, i don't know why my tears started to flow!! then after waited for the sometimes and hope that the concert gonna start but nothing happened, so we made a desicion to go home!!
we went to CC coz that time i don't have net connection at home, and opened CI Entertainment's website!! they told us that everything had been prepared but suddenly the concert had been cancelled!! then,when i went home,i cried out loud in room!! My father said to my mother not to bother me!!bcoz i really need some times to calm myself!! ouh,my father really undestands me!!i love u,abah!! owh..such a bad day!!and i had to go to school tomorrow that time!! 31032008
at school,alyaa kept asking me about the concert!! coz she don't know anything about the cancellation!! i don't know what to reply,coz i'm really heartbroken that day!! thanks to fuzy,coz being my manager that day!! and told alyaa not to bother me!!THANKS A LOT,BEST FRIEND!!
so that's all i think!! i already told you, i'm not stalking them like mad!! coz i don't have time!! i just went to Cineleisure and sunway Lagoon!! i'm a bad Primadonna right??
after everthing had happened,i still support FT Island and loves them a lot!! coz i'm their PRIMADONNA forever!!
Disclaimer some of the content in this fan account had been cut becoz the writer is too lazy to tell you everything!!SORRY!!! and maybe my informations is not really right, bcoz this incident happened 6 months ago!! so i didn't really remembered everything!!SORRY AGAIN!!
EDIT at 10.23 pm:FT ISLAND in MALAYSIA VIDEO taking by me!! but only the introducing time!! coz other videos are full with our screaming!!sorry!!
credit:lulumichin
Even if you hurt me, Even if you makes me sad, There is no one else like you
• Born in 1992. Live in KL, Malaysia for all my life yet.
• The name Amalina came from Arabic word which means hope. The actual epitome of "I am your hope, I am your angel." (lol hobi)
• My nickname Lulu came from a cartoon that I used to like called The Little Lulu Show. And it was partly because there're so many people with the same name in my class back then, so we all came with some sort of nicknames. and I stuck with the name Lulu till very now.
• My internet pseudonym is lulumichin.
• I was a twin but my twin brother died before we were born. I am the eldest but not the first child. I had an older brother but he died early.
• I am neither a good or bad person. I might be a good to some and bad to another. But whatever.
•When I don't smile, I have resting bitch face. I tried my best to be smiley every time.
• I have one sided cheek dimple and also chin dimple (or butt chin).
• Tbh, I am usually kind and I try to think good about people. It is just I am shy towards stranger. But don't make me hate you, I'll hate you forever.
• Myers-Briggs type: INFP
• I don't talk much. A person close to me once said this; "We are okay because we knew you, but what do you do with people who don't?" I used to think a lot but these days I don't care anymore. Those who matter didn't mind, those who mind didn't matter (Dr Seuss).
• A clumsy realist. A walking irony. An introvert.
• I love FT ISLAND and my favourite is the bassist, Jaejin. These days I am a laid back fan (and old). I like their songs, they are awesome. They accompany me in most of my life. They are like an old friend, so comfortable, feel like home.
• BTS stan. What's funny was I used to not like them because of their debut song, No More Dream. Lol because I felt like they were mocking me. In 2013, I was a first year pharmacy student and I was quite lost and sad and mildly depressed because I contemplated a lot about my dream, passion and ambition then. But now, their songs give me strength. Thank you BTS if you ever read this lol.
• Love rock band music and slow acoustic songs. But I do listen to any sort of genres. Well it depends on my mood.
• I love scary movies. Not that I am brave but I guess I like the adrenaline rush and it is a good excuse to scream loudly. The only reason why I go to cinema actually.
• Love to write letter and receiving it. Because I think it's very private and personal. A snail mail is a YESSSS! (this would be one of ways to court me and don't confess through facebook pls if you don't want me to read it five years after hah legit true story. Sorry dude. )Oh, and time-capsule letters too so I could always laugh at my younger self.
• I love late night drive around city, watching lights. It was one form of healing for me. (and a perfect date as long as it is shariah compliance).
• A reader. Books, fanfictions, manga, poems, classics. I love it all. Most recently read: The Book of Lossby Julith Jedamus.
"How luxuriantly one's fears grow in the dark! Exposed to the sun they wither and recede, but at night they are rampant."
• Soulmates and parallel world theory intrigued me. It is a bittersweet concept. Isn't it?
• A drama watcher. (mydramalist)
• A fan of Kimi ni Todoke. It was such a cute story awww my heart.
• My guilty pleasure includes skincare and cosmetics. I kinda like buying these things because Idk, I just like them. (lowkey want to be a formulator hihihi)
• A coffee drinker. Used to drink for survival but I guess it became habit now. My favourite is Caramel Macchiato. I don't drink my coffee black.
• A cat person. I love my cats but why we are always in the love-hate relationship idk pls help.
• No matter how hard I try, crossing road is very scary for me. I thought when I got my driving license it's going to be better, but naaaaaaah I forever need someone to cross the road with me. Help me by taking my hand and escort me pls.
• I may look calm all the time but I killed you many times in my mind. lol
• I like green colour the most. If you paid attention, my clothes are usually in green.
•I like to learn language. I speak Malay, English and imperfect and basic Mandarin and Korean.
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