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Thursday, August 11, 2011 | 0 comments

dear people who thought my life is centered around them,

I have life.

I have so many other things to think.

and especially around test week, I can't focus on many things.

therefore, I tend to forget things.

and you thought I always left you guys out? nonsense.

if there are important messages, I forward them to you.

that day incident, it's a mouth - mouth message and I thought everybody was there to hear it.

and you are blaming me?

fantastic.

sorrylah, tapi seriously aku kecik hati dengan korang.

with love.

FUTURE

PAST

here.

Thursday, August 11, 2011 | 0 comments

dear people who thought my life is centered around them,

I have life.

I have so many other things to think.

and especially around test week, I can't focus on many things.

therefore, I tend to forget things.

and you thought I always left you guys out? nonsense.

if there are important messages, I forward them to you.

that day incident, it's a mouth - mouth message and I thought everybody was there to hear it.

and you are blaming me?

fantastic.

sorrylah, tapi seriously aku kecik hati dengan korang.

with love.

FUTURE

PAST

the blog owner

I go by the name Lulu!

• Born in 1992. Live in KL, Malaysia for all my life yet.
• The name Amalina came from Arabic word which means hope. The actual epitome of "I am your hope, I am your angel." (lol hobi)
• My nickname Lulu came from a cartoon that I used to like called The Little Lulu Show. And it was partly because there're so many people with the same name in my class back then, so we all came with some sort of nicknames. and I stuck with the name Lulu till very now.
• I was a twin but my twin brother died before we were born. I am the eldest but not the first child. I had an older brother but he died early.
• I am neither a good or bad person. I might be a good to some and bad to another. But whatever.
• I have resting bitch face. Lol and people's usual first impression of me is a haughty woman.
• I have one sided cheek dimple and also chin dimple (or butt chin).
• Tbh, I am usually kind and I try to think good about people. It is just I am shy towards stranger. But don't make me hate you, I'll hate you forever.
• I don't talk much. A person close to me once said this; "We are okay because we knew you, but what do you do with people who don't?" I used to think a lot but these days I don't care anymore. Those who matter didn't mind, those who mind didn't matter (Dr Seuss).
• A clumsy realist. A walking irony. An introvert.
• I love FT ISLAND and my favourite is the bassist, Jaejin. These days I am a laid back fan (and old). I like their songs, they are awesome. They accompany me in most of my life. They are like an old friend, so comfortable, feel like home.
• BTS stan. What's funny was I used to not like them because of their debut song, No More Dream. Lol because I felt like they were mocking me. In 2013, I was a first year pharmacy student and I was quite lost and sad and mildly depressed because I contemplated a lot about my dream, passion and ambition then. But now, their songs give me strength. Thank you BTS if you ever read this lol.
• Love rock band music and slow acoustic songs. But I do listen to any sort of genres. Well it depends on my mood.
• Love to write letter and receiving it. Because I think it's very private and personal. A snail mail is a YESSSS! (this would be one of ways to court me and don't confess through facebook pls if you don't want me to read it five years after hah legit true story. Sorry dude. )Oh, and time-capsule letters too so I could always laugh at my younger self.
• I love late night drive around city, watching lights. It was one form of healing for me. (and a perfect date as long as it is shariah compliance).
• A reader. Books, fanfictions, manga, poems, classics. I love it all. Most recently read: Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte.

"…; so he shall never know how I love him: and that, not because he's handsome, Nelly, but because he's more myself than I am. Whatever our soul are made of, his and mine are the same;…"
• Soulmates and parallel world theory intrigued me. It is a bittersweet concept. Isn't it?
• A drama watcher. (mydramalist)
• Ever heard of the anime, Kimi ni Todoke? Then I think we could be friends because that story resonates with me.
• My guilty pleasure includes skincare and cosmetics. I kinda like buying these things because Idk, I just like them. (lowkey want to be a formulator hihihi)
• A coffee drinker. Used to drink for survival but I guess it became habit now. My favourite is Caramel Macchiato. I don't drink my coffee black.
• A cat person. I love my cats but why we are always in the love-hate relationship idk pls help.
• No matter how hard I try, crossing road is very scary for me. I thought when I got my driving license it's going to be better, but naaaaaaah I forever need someone to cross the road with me. Help me by taking my hand and escort me pls.
• I may look calm all the time but I killed you many times in my mind. lol
• I like green colour the most. If you paid attention, my clothes are usually in green.
•I like to learn language. I speak Malay, English and imperfect Mandarin and Korean, and I know some words in Japanese. I used to self-study Thai and Mexican but I forgot most of the words.